I know my posts over the past few weeks have been difficult to read. They've been a hard to write.
Our journey as of late has not been easy, but it is our life and I wouldn't be an honest writer if I continued to carry on about only the happy stuff.
I hope to find more balance with this blog soon by recognizing CT's milestones and funny antics while also honoring Xander's memory and mourning his death. The spectrum's are so vast that it's hard to find a happy medium, but I promise to try my best.
I pour my heart into my writing so I really appreciate hearing from you. Thank you so much to those of you that have commented recently. Knowing that you're reading is what drives me to continue writing.